Starting of an odyssey

"the walls are yellow and the ceiling white.the fan churns slowly with a slight wheeze.books on my table.i am sitting on the left edge of the bed ,the pillow between my back and the wall.my phone, head phone and a bottle of water on my right.its drizzling outside and there is a streetlight right across my window."

for quite a while now , i have struggled within myself to decide the fate of my 'feelings'. a constant,nearly uncontrollable urge to write versus the practical merits of staying mum.not that the conflict has ended today leaving me victorious or undivided.neither have i suddenly evolved to be a wiser person today.as most other things in our lives , the logic behind this start-up,is perplexing for me too,and hence goes unexplained on this page  :-)

as you would have guessed, the act of  'publishing' what i write is the biggest deal of all for me. thankfully, its sealed.the blog name was a confusion too till i got the right name.thankfully,that is sealed too.hopefully,there will be more to this blog than this proud declaration of  'blog-opening' .i have imposed huge expectations on myself as a 'writer',if that's a fit enough word for somebody with doubtable calibre, and i sincerely,deeply,honestly hope to keep writing...

so here it goes....the first three posts are a cut-paste from my wordpress blog page which is where i first started to write 6 months ago but never dared to publish... the next ones will be relatively fresher...:-)

three...two..one...go !